Becoming a Woman Of Earth
Sourcing a new culture for planet Earth where radical responsibility, Archetypal Love and life in all its forms thrives.
On the 16th March, 2024, something legendary happened on planet Earth. I gathered with thirty-three other Women for a five day Initiatory journey in the Atlantic forest of Brazil. The journey was painful, ecstatic and transformational. We exited the Patriarchy and sourced a new culture rooted in Radical Responsibility, consciousness, and regeneration of life. We dug deep into our hearts, feeling long-suppressed Rage, Fear and grief, and burned through layers of Patriarchal Survival Strategies to make space for our pure Beings to shine. The sacred waters of Gaia welcomed each of us as we de-baptised ourselves of our inner Patriarchy clearing the way for a dignified Woman Of Earth to be born.
Patriarchy has been destroying life on planet Earth for thousands of years. I gained clarity that if I want to exit the Patriarchy and start sourcing a New Culture, I need to burn the Patriarchal behaviours that live inside of me. To survive in the Patriarchy I developed strategies like:
• Numbing my Feelings with over-thinking and over-eating.
• Doubting my clarity and impulses.
• Escaping into Fantasy Worlds to avoid facing the reality of patriarchy.
• Suppressing my voice with energetic blocks.
• Competing with other Women and believing Women are not on my team.
• Constantly trying to fix and improve myself.
• Believing I am inherently wrong.
• Suppressing my aliveness and beauty for fear of other Women being jealous.
• Being a nice, Adaptive, people-pleasing good girl.
• Creating Hierarchy by making myself inferior or superior.
• Putting my Authority outside of myself.
These Patriarchal behaviours are not authentic expressions of my Being. Through multiple Initiations and the fire of the transformational space, many of those inauthentic layers were burnt, revealing the bright blazing beauty of my Being.
Everything that is real cannot burn.
Women carry inside of them seeds for creating Regenerative Cultures. Through clearing the way of what is not real the seeds have more space to blossom and bloom. We let our Seeds speak and explored what Gaian Gameworlds we are here on Earth to create. I birthed my next Rage Club for Women offering. One Woman spoke of the possibility of creating a Rage Club summer camp for young girls. My hole body lit up like a lighthouse when I imagined girls being able to set boundaries, say NO and STOP, take care of their 5 bodies and be empowered to create what they want.
During one of the Initiations a fierce Woman sat in front of me. She carries a sharp Sword of Clarity and spoke the words ‘I cannot commit to you because I’m not sure if you really want to live’. I was totally exposed. Since being in the womb a part of me had not wanted to live in the Patriarchy and modern culture, and had never been a full yes to being alive. I did not want to face into the atrocities that happen on this planet and inside of me.
I wanted to leave. I wanted to run far away and hide. I did not want to bare the pain that was living in my heart, until I did. I faced it head on and I grieved deeply, I screamed with Fear and Raged from the depths of my Being. My Rage gave me Clarity that I do want to live but not in the Patriarchy. I fought deeply to purge the Patriarchy from my system and to make space for my Being, and fought deeply for other Women to do the same. I Raged to leave behind the belief that Women do not love me and then I let Women love me. I went through a re-birthing process where I came out of the womb with a gigantic YES! for being alive in the culture that I want to create and live in.
I walked my bare feet on the Earth and felt Gaia alive and thriving inside of me. I bathed my naked body under fresh cool waters as ecstatic explosions of life force energy danced inside of me. I looked into the eyes of other Women with so much Archetypal Love, celebration, and awe happening. Volcanic eruptions of Joy soared as I celebrated the regaining of my Dignity. I watched Women fiercely loving each other, celebrating each other and standing side by side holding themselves Dignified. Simple moments became richer than ever. My Being was, and continues to be, more alive.
The journey continues as I write to you from The Woman of Earth Bridge-House in Sinal do Vale, Brazil. We are now ten Women living together in a house surrounded by an orchestra of rainforest, hummingbirds, golden lion tamarin monkeys and the sweet sound of a waterfall. I feel glad to be with Women who have sharp Swords of Clarity and big loving hearts. When Patriarchy pops up its head it quickly finds itself staring at another Woman’s Sword readying itself for the chop. Both myself and the other Women continue to be dedicated to creating a new culture for planet Earth where Radical Responsibility, Archetypal Love and life in all its forms thrives!
With lots of love,
Laura
