I was sitting with Meredith and Beth and telling them how my Survival Strategy of Scarcity has been working out in the last weeks and months. Scarcity in particular relationship to Money. They were paying close attention to the words coming out of my mouth. A loving attention.
Making myself naked in this way creates new space so that I can step into new territories to explore and create. I had thought about offering a Rage Club to support me financially, and I think that idea was also on their minds. The conversation organically followed this map and the three of us started speaking of how we enact Scarcity and Competition.
“I cannot hold a Rage Club it if someone else is also doing it, they will be mad at me.”
“I have to compete to get there first, if I get there first I have more significance.”
“I have to be fast so that I get a share.”
“I am scared to see they are better than me.”
“How dare they deliver a Rage Club now/here??? This is my territory!”
“There aren’t enough people for our Rage Clubs.”
“I don’t want to reach out to my friends because they will think that I am trying to sell them something, they will think I want something from them.”
“If you are my friend, I am not asking you for money because we are already exchanging value by being friends.”
We laid it all on the table and were astonished at how similar our Emotional Fears were and also how they were permeating decisions, Choices, and intimacy between us. And then Beth said, “It would be crazy to hold space four Rage Clubs at the same time.”
I replied, “why don’t we?”
We laughed and looked at each other, with a certain amount of fire coming through. Our Beings were saying yes. “Let's do it, a group Rage Club and three individual ones—all at the same time—with the purpose of experimenting and researching about scarcity and competition. We’ll then share our discoveries and empower other people to grow their own gameworlds and step out of their own scarcity and competition.”
The legendary Rage Club Explosion was born. And the Evolutionary 3-Cell with Meredith, Beth and I, was also born. My need to no longer allow myself to be in secrecy about Scarcity, and Meredith and Beth’s commitment to my Being made it so that we are now sourcing something bigger than the three of us combined. I can tell you, we are alive, and so angry to be alive! It is deeply nourishing to my heart and soul to do something together as I am discovering how it goes to be in a Team. It is deeply ecstatic to be in Creation and Collaboration with two other women, asking questions, researching and creating Legends!
Our regular meetings have the Purpose to deepen the Context of the Gameworld that the three of us are sourcing. I am so turned on by going deeper with questions, explorations, and research where do I want to move from here? Where do you want to move? What do you want to create? What is my purpose? How can I source that? What is blocking me? What is blocking you?
The three of us are sitting in a bed, while we write a text for the Gameworld Series Rage Club. Words flow from Beth as she is catching them from the field, Meredith adds another perspective while I furiously type it all, adding my own downloaded words while re-reading it all out loud.
In this moment beautiful Blue Morpho butterfly comes in through the window, dances in front of our eyes, and gets out through the opposite bedroom window.
Silence. Laughter.
We look into each other's eyes with a deep sense of Love and Awe for what we are sourcing together and how High-Level Fun that is.