The practice was clear: go through your Survival Strategies until you reach Reality.
I kept on going while feeling the Fear of the layers that were showing up. And if I reach my Fear what do I do with it then?
The coaching kept on coming until there was no more Survival Strategy left to cover up the Fear, the Feeling. What do I do with it now? I started looking inside. Where is the answer? What are the words? Fear what do you have for me?
“You are looking at yourself, look at the Women that are sitting in front of you, what does your fear have to tell them?”
Now that was scary, what does that even mean to tell them what my fear has for them? More Emotional Fear came up and again I was held in a way that I was able to navigate to the Feeling of Fear. As I entered that territory I looked into their eyes and words starting coming up. They were scary words for my Box to say. How can I say these things to them?
I was again in a Survival Strategy. One word, then another, then another, and the next I knew a torrent of words was coming out of my mouth, directly into the Being of the Women sitting across from me. I was feeling between 60 and 70% Conscious Fear and letting it speak. The more I would do it, the more the words would flow, from me to them. At some point I was seeing more than those two Women, I was seeing two Witches. I was seeing where they come from, I was seeing their Beings so different and radiant from each other and from myself, and even though we were so different, they were so familiar to me.
I know them and I was so glad that I was the one talking with them and letting the words flow right to their hearts.
From my Fear.